Do we ever really know...

If God is there
If "this" is where we are suppose to be
What others really think of us
Who will treat us unfairly
How old we will live
Who are soul mate will be
What will make us laugh
What will make us cry
Who we have made an impact on
Where we will be in 2 months
If our car will start tomorrow :o)
If the people who say they care really do
That the people we love know that they are loved
If we will have enough...
Where our next step will be
What our next journey will in tail
How are actions affect others

You may know the answers to some of these questions but 9 times out of 10 you have not always known... There was/is a time in your life where you had to wonder you had to trust you had to give it away... Giving away the unknown why is it so hard...?

Simple Words Dig Deep...

So I had the day off today and I thought it would be a great time to do another post so here I am.
I was hanging out with a friend the other day when she said something that made me start thinking. We were talking about what our passions and dreams are and how we long to serve and love people. I had told her that I just want to go and do and I long to serve people and to love them and she said this one simple thing..."Then you have to be willing to take some steps..." WOW is that not true, how many of us want to go and do so much but are limited by what we think we can or can not do? I am in the process of training for a marathon however I am my biggest hurdle. I doubt and question if I can do it knowing that I can do it it is just going to be hard. It is the same way when we are talking about our hopes and dreams. We all have passions and dreams, we have them for a reason. It is not our job to doubt and question, it is our job to take steps of faith. To give up what is not ours to control. So thanks to a good friends simple words I will close my eyes say a prayer and take a step into the unknown knowing that I am not alone and even if I do fall or fail that I can hold my head high because at least I had the courage to take a step...

So here I go...

So here I am thinking that I would never be one of these people to be a "blogger" but here I am. I don't really know what I am doing...but isn't that true for every area of our life. We really have no idea what we are doing, we may think that we know what we are doing and why we are doing it but if you take the time to look are you sure you really know what is going on...? I am to that point in my life...what point you may ask...well its the point where I am okay with throwing my hands into the air and falling on my knees and shouting at the top of my lungs that I have no idea what is going on in my life. I have reached the point of admitting that I am not okay and that I am tired up putting up this front for people so they think that life is a cake walk. Life sucks right now! BUT that does not mean I am going to throw a pitty part for one and cry till all hours of the morning. It means that I am going to "take it up with the Lord". It means I am going to take the time to dig deep into myself and see what I need to do for me. I am going to STOP, LISTEN, and be okay with being STILL!! Though I hate it I am to that point...