1:38 AM

So here I am on an early Wednesday morning overwhelmed and scared of what is to come… I know that God is in control and that I have no reason to feel overwhelmed but the fact of the matter is that I am! Does that make me less of a Christian? I don’t think it does. There are plenty of times in the bible where people who love God cry out for help, they cry out asking God for reassurance asking for Gods loving arms to hold them. So as I continue to walk forward in fear I am also crying out to God… “HOLD ME! Give me a sign that this is your will for my life…I can’t do this alone. And I know that you are there I just can’t feel you and right now I need to feel you! Thoughts of my past are telling me that I can not do this…GOD I NEED YOU! Please don’t just leave me. Help me. Lead me. Hold me…”



This is the cry of my heart…

Courage

Faith is the courage to believe something enough that we risk going for it whole heartedly.


Faith= Taking all your fears rapping them around your heart and walking in FAITH.


Doing IT in Fear.

Soon I will be doing something that I never thought I would have the courage to do. So as I walk down this path that sometimes leaves me trembling I will rest knowing that I am doing this for God and NO ONE ELSE!


God I want to discover the treasure you’ve painted in me...

Taking steps to reach my goals…
And doing it in fear…

I want to be caught up in something bigger then me
I don't want the things in my life to be the only thing I see
Though the world around me may be crumbling
Help me to see that the world is bigger then me

Help me to see the pain of your people
Help me to be a living walking steeple
Help me to show love and compassion
Help me to be your refection

There's suffering and pain all around me
There are people who are homeless and
Kids who are hungry

Light...

Your thoughtfulness came at a time when I thought the world around me was crashing down. Your caring heart brought tears of happiness to me. Something I did think would happen because the only thing I had been crying was tears of pain and hurt. Your simple act of love brought me hope. During the time when I was questioning if I did the right thing your simple act of thoughtfulness gave me strength and reminded me that I was not alone. Words can not express how thankful I am for you and your heart. Thank you for being a light in a very dark room...